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"NOT MY LAST SONG"
I’m going to another world sometimes
Lately it’s been almost every day I
’m just out of control
And I don’t have a choice anymore

I’m disappearing
Every day there’s less of me left
Little by little
Tomorrow may be the end

I never felt it this strong before
Throwing me against the wall
I want it to stop
But I don’t have the strength anymore

I’m disappearing
Every day there’s less of me left
Faster and faster
Tomorrow can be the end

Please take me away to a brighter day
I have waited so long, been so strong
But I can’t go on, don’t let this be my last song

A see-through shadow is all I’ve left
My reflection is gone
Trying to figure out
How to escape the shadow land

Cause I can see the light if I hold on tight
It’s been dark too long, it’s just wrong
And I can’t go on, don’t let this be my last song

Not my last song...
 
 
 
"DEAR CHILD"
My heart bleeds for you, dear child
I wish I could take away your pain
You don’t need to suffer anymore

The walls are bleached with emptiness
You try to keep on fighting it
But your hands are cold your heart is weak

As the days turn into months
The lack of touch makes you question your own worth

Don’t be afraid to cry
Unspoken needs are hurting inside
You’re not alone
How can I make you realize
You’re not a waste of time, dear child

You are hurt, I know dear child
I know how you’re feeling sad inside
Please don’t close your eyes and waste away

You’re going nowhere but down
Into the darkness where I can’t reach you

Don’t be afraid to cry
Your lonely tears are hurting inside
You’re not alone
How can I make you realize
That you won’t survive
Your self-destruction has its price
Be strong, hold on
Don’t turn around and fall behind
Cause you’re not a waste of time, Dear child

It’s okay for you to be here (X2)
 
 
 
"SIMPLICITY"
My father loves me
I see it in his eyes
I even hear it in his voice
He is the only one I can depend on
I would sacrifice my own life for him
He is my soul

My mother is sorry
I know she is, I don’t blame her
Even though she blames herself sometimes
She did her very best, I am sure
We’re getting there together
Making up for time we’d lost

(Simplicity, simplicity)

My brother doesn’t know
But he actually means the most
I adore him, idolize him
His opinion weighs a lot
I wish he knew how great I think he is
In a not so obvious way
He takes take of me

And I see it
I believe it

(Simplicity, simplicity)

Simplicity…
 
 
 
"SPEAK UP!"
I'm not your sweet little girl anymore
I've got dark inside like anybody else
No longer afraid of letting it show
No longer afraid of letting go

I wanna speak up now
I wanna scream it out loud
I'm not afraid, I'm not a child
I'm gonna keep my head up high
For once in my life
I'm speaking my mind

I don't wanna pretend anymore
I get angry and hurt like anybody else
I'm not gonna stand by and take your shit, no way
When all I show you is respect

I wanna speak up now
I wanna scream it out loud
I'm not afraid, I'm not a child
I'm gonna keep my head up high
For once in my life
I'm speaking my mind

Anger's pushing against my lungs
Makes me wanna scream to release the pain
I'm going insane

What you think of me I'm not sure
But lately I don't tend to care anymore
I don't care anymore

I wanna speak up now
I wanna scream it out loud
I'm not afraid, I'm not a child
I'm gonna keep my head up high
For once in my life
I'm speaking my mind
 
 
 
"ENOUGH"
I wanna believe there’s beauty here
That I can go beyond my fear
Break the demons in my head
And face the pain ahead
Can anybody help?
I don’t wanna cry
Throughout these sleepless nights
Can anybody help?

When will it be enough?
When will it be too tough?
When will this headache stop?
When will I give up?

I wanna believe there’s meaning here
Even though it’s so unclear
But I get lost in my own thoughts
I don’t know which to trust
Can anybody help?
Many years gone by
Wishing I could fly
And leave it all behind

When will it be enough?
When will it be too tough?
When will this headache stop?
When will I give up?

Can’t you see
The hurt in me
I’ve had enough
Let the music stop

When will it be enough?
When will it be too tough?
When will this headache stop?
When will I give up?
When will it be enough?
When will it be too tough?
When will this headache stop?
When will I give up?
 
 
 
"BEHIND THESE CURTAINS"
Behind these curtains
I’m losing touch
Can’t explain how my world
Just stops turning
And I feel myself vanish
In the crowd

When I’m broken
Running ‘round in circles
Every tear falls down for some kind of reason
I just feel so small to gather up the pieces
Every time I hide behind these curtains

Behind these curtains
I’m losing sense
Can’t explain how the war goes on
In my head
And I feel myself fade
As I’m starving pain away

When I’m broken
Running ‘round in circles
Every tear falls down for some kind of reason
I just feel so small to gather up the pieces
Every time I hide behind these curtains

(Instrumental bridge)

When I’m broken
Running ‘round in circles
Every tear falls down for some kind of reason
I just feel so small to gather up the pieces
Every time I hide behind these curtains
Every time I hide behind these curtains
 
 
"WHY DID YOU"
Why did you hurt me?
Why did you lie to me?
Where am I supposed to go from here?
Where am I supposed to go from here?

Never thought I could go wrong
You and me together felt so strong
In your eyes I'd see, something pure and real
You were just so good to me

Why did you hurt me?
Why did you lie to me?
Where am I supposed to go from here?
You never told me
Never explained a thing
What am I supposed to make of this?

You left me without a chance
I don't think I'll ever understand
How you shut me out, kept me in the dark
You let me off to far behind

I walked away, I had to let you go
You didn't seem to care no more
I guess you never saw, how you broke my heart
I wanna crawl up by your side, one more time

Why did you hurt me?
Why did you lie to me?
Where am I supposed to go from here?
You never told me
Never explained a thing
What am I supposed to make of this?  

What am I supposed to make of this?
 
 
 
"ALONE"
You were there to catch me when I'd fall
You came right on time when I called
Meant to be together
I thought it would last forever
but now you are gone

You were taken away
I miss you every day
I wasn’t prepared
It doesn’t seem fair
You left me all alone

You came to my rescue when I was sick
I know you shed a tear, the air was thick
But you kept it all together
throughout the stormy weather
but now you are gone

If only I could have one more day
Cause there’s so much I still need to say
You’re not around anymore
and nothing’s gonna be like it was before

Where did you go? (x2)

You were taken away
I miss you every day
I wasn’t prepared
It doesn’t seem fair
That you were taken away
I miss you every day
I wasn’t prepared
And it doesn’t seem fair
You left me all alone

You left me all alone
I’m all alone
 
 
 
"KILL THE SILENCE"
I was in my room all day long
I was so easy and polite
I didn’t know how to speak my mind
The silence between us destroyed me deep inside
I paid the price

I was afraid and misunderstood
The ground under my feet was insecure
You didn’t see the signs, you didn’t hear me cry
I don’t know why

I was growing up in two separate worlds
And in the middle I was caught
You didn’t even care to talk
The silence between you was taken out on me
And I paid the price

I was afraid and misunderstood
The ground under my feet was insecure
You didn’t see the signs, you didn’t hear me cry
I don’t know why, no
I don't know why

So many words unsaid, tears you didn’t see
A sudden pain was growing in me
But I have found my voice, now I need you
Kill the silence with me (X2)

Cause I don’t wanna feel insecure
You need to see the signs, you need to hear me cry
Here right now

Kill the silence with me
 
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